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Had a long msn chat with her. It was bittersweet. Taboo questions answered, confessions revealed, tears were shed (okay, mine only... -_-) After she left, i'm feeling like i'm hanging in the air again. I loved her and I love her. She loves him and he does not want to commit. She says it's karma. Maybe, but it's sad. I want her to be happy. BE HAPPY! I HOPE U GET YOUR GUY! YOU GO! *Slumps* Maybe it's time to let go, i don't know. It's not that i can't, but i can't bear to... ... omg bloody hell, the memories are pouring back...now i don't know whether i can let go even if i want to... what the hell. GARY U BETTER TREAT THAT LADY WELL, OR I'll SWEAR I'll ... i'll what.. i can't do anything. hahaa. I suppose i need to gather the loose ends of my life. SGT ZXC are u listening to me anot. u need to gather your life also! don't become a loser like me! haaahaaa... I seriously believe guys are fools. Or many men around me are fools, or maybe i passed the curse to them. haha, DESMOND LIM u too! u need to wake up, rabbit is lost to u. don't wallow in self pity! omfg... i realize i really love her so much. Nothing else matters. Nobody can be like anything like u...i'm going mad... i'm missing u too much...i guess... i don't know where this is going... i'm juz writing watever comes to my mind... Surprisingly enough, i'm writing this here. I suppose part of me wants the world to know. maybe i hope you'll see it and be touched by it... bullshit... i know it won't happen... world peace... this entry ends here.

*In the online world, 或许那些字迹are only pixels on the screen, but 我很肯定的说 "字是假的,但情是真的." My heart goes out to all couples and couples-to-be, 珍惜眼前人. or 你只可以在乎曾经拥有. There is no room for regrets. Trust Me.

-Warrior